excuse me, pop, i think i've got the black lung

so, i've been under the weather the past couple days. it started about monday at 3 pm when i started getting the "fever chills" (and started cursing under my breath). so i canceled my swim date w/ logie, came home, and jumped in bed. by the time he finally got home, i had been passed out for 3 hours and only got to say mumbled words to him (which probably didn't make sense).

then tuesday, i foolishly decided to go to work, because who wants to take vacation time for sickness? so i make it to work. then came home and went to sleep. and didn't get to see logan at all again.

then tonight, when i'm finally feeling a bit better, i think to myself, if i can stay up maybe i get to see him tonight! but nonetheless he has late meetings...meaning i probably won't make it that late...

and its making me realize just how hard 3 months are going to be when he goes away for JAG. ugh.